Home

I'm taking today off, can't remember the last time I was at home at 10am. Didn't even realise that I haven't until now that I am, it's been all good tho. So so so much fun, been happy actually. Crashed a bit at times but forgotten the sadness the next moment.

Hasta la vista bitches

Leaving reality behind for a few days in Alicante, Spain with friends I haven't seen in almost a year. Fairly sure it's exactly what I need right now

Global

I love globes almost as much as I love travelling to all those possible places, even when there's no map on them...

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Thighs

Would very much like a new tattoo and I'm thinking I need some more text, maybe on my thighs...
Something along the lines of these maybe

home

I will probably move out of my flat in a few months and then not have my very own place for a while.Though there are still quite a lot of things I would want to have in my home. Like these...

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The end

It's sad when a person you saw as one of your best friends for several reasons doesn't really matter to you anymore, when you just can't care any longer and when you don't really have anything to talk about anymore. Don't think it's anyones fault, it's just happens sometimes. It is sad though.

Armed

In time you'll know

what it can achieve

No sorrows to alter 

just the dreams

Gone

You know those times when life is not very easy to enjoy and then all the sudden you're swept up and away by it and you kind of forget why you were feeling sad?
Well that's what has happened to me now, I've barely been at home lately and the times I have it's just for a little bit before I'm off again.
Life is good right now :)

Bags

Wouldn't mind a new ba and I def wouldn't mind if it was one of these...

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No sadness

Haven't been that sad this week, which is nice, still not feeling great tho, still feeling lonely. But it's a good sign that I'm not sad anyways. There's been a few positive things happening; got offered to go to Paris to study for a year, a new friend invited my to her yearly waffle-party and a classmate I haven't hung out with before ask if I wanted to go shopping with her yesterday. Also a guy who goes swimming at the same time as me keeps flirting with me, slightly awkward and weird in that situation but quite nice...

In the air

So it felt a bit like spring today, the sun was shining and I had a window open the whole time I was cleaning my flat and it didn't even get cold. Also I'm going to Spain in a couple of weeks and I wouldn't mind wearing any of the following dresses while I'm there...

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Better

Feeling a bit better today after having gone for a swim in the morning, to uni to read the 22 pages I have tomorrow, crochet quite a bit, cleaned my flat properly and washed the mountain of dirty dishes. Now dinner and a night on the couch.

Waiting

Still waiting for last minute panic to kick in, done half of my essay which is due today and still absolutely no motivation to write the rest of it. Just starring out through the window seems a lot more fun right now.
Except from that I'm still feeling really lonely, don't feel I've ever felt this lonely in my whole life before. And yet I'm no more alone than I've been, just want this period of feeling this way to end cause this sucks.

Go

A fresh start?

Life is rarely as simple as I would like it to be. Lots have changed since I last cared for this blog but at the same time it's all the same. Still lost, lonely, sad and dejected a lot of the time. Restarting this blog for me and for the few people who might find it. Not sure what it's going to be about but the creative side to me is still there...